Subject Choices
Jan. 14th, 2018 09:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I've been really conflicted about which subjects I want to do at university this semester. I had previously been really certain that I was going to do a writing subject about genre fiction that looked really interesting. But the problem is that the majority of my writing practice has been fanfiction. I don't know if I'm good enough yet to commit to a class where i'll be expected to write original fiction with a deadline, then be expected to show it to people. I know that the solution is to practice writing original fiction more, but it's so hard to make myself do that. If I ban myself from writing fanfiction and try to only write original fiction I end up writing drastically less and less often.
I'm fine at coming up with plots, it's the characterisation that I get really stressed out about. Because I have no practice at introducing a character's personality and making the reader like my them, because in fanfiction it is assumed that the reader already knows and likes them, so it's just not a thing you need to think about much. Controlling the pacing of how quickly the reader is supposed to get a sense of who the character is stresses me out.
I don't know, I like the idea of doing a subject where I read a bunch of books and learn about writing, but I'm not sure if I'm ready. I need to decide soon.
I'm fine at coming up with plots, it's the characterisation that I get really stressed out about. Because I have no practice at introducing a character's personality and making the reader like my them, because in fanfiction it is assumed that the reader already knows and likes them, so it's just not a thing you need to think about much. Controlling the pacing of how quickly the reader is supposed to get a sense of who the character is stresses me out.
I don't know, I like the idea of doing a subject where I read a bunch of books and learn about writing, but I'm not sure if I'm ready. I need to decide soon.
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Date: 2018-01-14 01:07 pm (UTC)I've weirdly only gotten into Lord of The rings quite recently. I could never get through the movies as a kid, but then I re-watched them all a while ago and I really hit me what an amazing story it is. I still need to read the books though, I'm part way through the first one. Harry Potter is good. I like the movies but I've never gotten into the fandom of it. I'm probably due for a re-watch soon.
That's probably a good idea about friend-locking my blog. Right now I haven't shared anything particularly personal but I will probably switch the privacy settings as I post more. I'll see how it goes.
Thanks for the tip about the friend finding communities, I'll check that out!